It’s been a while since I’ve posted on here. Not going to do any long winded sad sop things, as I have done previously, and definately have done so in old blogs, but feel like I should keep writing in my diary Like I ave been lately, and will keep that sad sop stuff there.

Just a few realizatons, or rather, wonderings…

Do boys become broken hearted? Are they affected in the same way as girls? Do they feel sad when a relationship ends, or are they all truly so BOYISH that they go off on their next scoping session…to find their next girl they exploit? and take advantage off?

What I’m getting at I suppose, is that… It’s nearly been a whole year since I became single. lol. and. I still dont feel the urge to find someone and be mated for life, like I had been..before. with him. but. anyway. what I’m getting at I suppose, is that…I wonder whether guys feel the same as girls do…well most girls I know anyway…who dont just run off into the sunset with the next guy straight after theyve broken up with someone else.

A friend of mine recently found out that her ex has a new girlfriend …which is traumatic and sad enough… but it hasnt been that long. and its a difficult topic. but as I said…do boys feel obligated? not to go out with someone straightaway? I know for certain that there are a lot of girls and guys especially who just look for the next person to conquer…their quest in life I guess, pretty sad if you ask me. but still…people do that.

My nan always says that she would feel horrible walking down the street and seeing all the people shed slept with if she was “one of those girls”…which I’m proud to say she never was. And, I’m proud to say that I’m not one of them either. I’m all for womens liberation and freedom and womens rights etc… but. I just think its a bit tacky, like my nan does, to walk down the street, and being able to see and count those you’ve been with. it kind of makes u sick.

but anyway. that was just a whole big ramble, but I do feel a whole lot better now having said all of that!

yours

Allie